The Barrow

I feel like I live in a completely different world than I did two months ago. I had always suspected that the rulers of our world were bunker-dwelling, child-sacrificing, cannibalistic, pedophilic lizard people, but it's a very strange feeling to have these suspicions, which were always the most frige of ideas, espoused by tinfoil-hat-wearing weirdoes on late-night conspiracy AM radio, confirmed.

If anything, though, it's somewhat of a return to form, for me. Before college, I was a very spiritual believer in these types of things. My time in college brainwashed me into the woke crowd as is so often the case, but since leaving college, as if a spell had been lifted, I found myself slowly returning to my senses, just like the slow return of feeling after a dental procedure.

However, I digress. The revelations of the past month alone have been world-shattering in an almost Lovecraftian way. It is almost more confusing now that this information is out. In this way, it's not dissimilar to the UFO-related revelations that came to light several years ago. Hearing a sitting member of Congress ask in a hearing about the death of Boeing contractors who were working on a mysterious “cube” sent shudders down my spine. Not only because some of my worst fears have now been somewhat confirmed, but because of the new questions which have emerged.

Back when we all knew the powers-that-be were covering lots of things up, things were almost simpler. However, now that they've let a lot of this information out, it begs the question: why? In addition, the fact that these world-changing confirmations have changed nothing seems to be the most disturbing piece of information of all. What's their angle?

In days long past, I would have consulted the very same tilfoil-hat-wearing weirdoes on late night AM radio. I lament to say that this seems to have been such a Boomer phenomenon that these people are so stuck in their ways that they would rather discuss Mothman than these truly horrific conspiracies which have been confirmed before our very eyes.

Perhaps I'll find something good online, but I remain skeptical.

I wanted to believe until things were confirmed. Now I want to forget.